Blood Letters

BLOOD LETTERS are now trending!
yes, seriously!

it all started with the fan who used her period blood for fangirling Taec and that just provoked other fangirls who were thinking of doin' the same thing yet not that sure if they'd continue this insane act..

I dedicate to Taecyeon my period blood letter
Ok Taecyeon, You cannot live without me
Sprinkled with a few strands of my pubes

and another fangirl just went, "hey, I can slash my wrist too if that girl just used some pubes and period blood to write her letter to Taec" *slices wrist*
and just today, I've read this article from allkpop about this fangirl makin' her move and this time, it's Gdragon and Taeyang as her sole targets! *faints*

for sure this fangirl already have lots of blood leaks.. 
don't scar yourself! it's not worth it! really!

this just made me not want to eat apples in my 
whole entirety of existence! 
As a fellow kpop fangirl, I don't want to experience blood sheds in the society of fangirlism. That is just so insane! You could express your kpop-idol love in so many gazillion ways! you could record a video of yourself and upload it in youtube showing your intense feelings about your idol (but restrain from uploading a tutorial on how to slice your wrist properly! okay!?) , or just even perhaps send some gifts your kpop idol will like (no blood letters this time por favor!)..

Can't we just be more civilized and fangirl our idols without even hurting ourselves??!!  It's not worth it!

No matter how much you adore and praise your kpop idol, or no matter how much you see these people as someone you want to die for, learn to love yourself first coz seriously, there's more to life than fangirling!
I know fangirlism is major but gettin' a good life with no blood sheds is major-er!

Please, just stop this bloody act! Don't kill yourself!

and do you think these kpop idols are immensely happy about this whole act?? NNOO~

I believe they're now scared of their own lives that they just asked their managers to add additional bodyguards to secure their security from you! You don't want that don't you??

and I don't want to see these blood letters anymore! I may not be in the right position to request this from my other kpop fangirls but just in behalf of the others, please, stop this! I don't wanna see another fangirl who might get her kidney out from her system, slid it in a box with a fangirl letter and have it delivered to her kpop idol! NOOO~


my new Pixie Lott-inspired hand gesture!

and I'm followin' this..the 2nd step to Pixie Lott fandom! RROOFFLL..I'm seriously lovin' her!

LOL..you're doin' it as well! let's do it together! haha

irese ♥ Pixie Lott


my fangirling to Pixie Lott is quite accidental..I was trying to search for some Lady Gaga covers and her Pokerface cover just popped out!

and I listened to it, and I liked it, then clicked a few of her MVs and covers, then typed her name on google, found out that she's British and that she's a year younger than me (she's 19! geeezzz! I even searched for some other resources just to confirm and yup, it's real! am feeling old! T_T), then I checked her site, laughed hard on the site's banner seein' pixie do some dorky stuff (even refreshed the page a few times coz they randomly change the banner gif!), followed her twitter fanpage --> @pixiesongs, searched for a gorgeous pic of her to post on this blog..

and then I became Pixie's few-moments old fan!

tag me to be shallow but IDC, i love her..she's gorgeous, talented, and damn the voice.. so cool!

you better google PIXIE LOTT now and see what she's got! 

leavin' off with her Apologize cover..


GD's shine a light concert PART1 review

I know I shouldn't be hyperventilating,
I know that I should focus on my studies first and not dream yet of going to Korea,
I know that Gdragon's cool already and I shouldn't overreact!

But why?? I'm having the symptoms of becoming a GDragon fan!

blame it all to his Shine A Light Concert!

who could ever think of makin' an entrance using a moving bathtub 
with a Superman background music?? only GDragon!

when I have my own concert, I wanna have gazillion of confetti's falling too!

what's up?? she's the baddest female Seoul city ever had!
doesn't she look hot?! oh man, the legs..! 
and the whole one-piece look is so Lady Gaga-ish! I like

our GD doin' his own thing.. 
notice the belt..so funky!

aa_chan's right! it's the cutest photo of the night!
feast your eyes Daragons with this butt-to-butt move!

I could hug Teddy Park's parents for giving us the
best rapper/composer in town!
and CL and Teddy look good together ait??

ill give GD a 5 for being able to hide his 5-inch mohawk using that hat!
and his dancers are all dorky! notice their faces! ROFL

that's how GD is to me..so flashy!

I'm happy for being not the only one who doesn't know
that GD could play the piano! 
I even thought at first it was Taeyang!

this just set the whole concert on hhhaawwwttt fire!
I got off my chair after seein' this!
and that's aimee lee lucas.. lucky girl eh??
and according to the concert goers, aimee and GD nailed it! 
oh damn...so sexy and hawt! 

and here's the fancam version of the intensely hhaawwtt Breathe perf..

Are yah up for more?? well yeah, there's more..
Stay tuned for part2!

credits to:
BB2NE1x3 for the bathtub+superman bg music fancam
angylvs for the fancam of the Breathe performance
aa_chan for the pics! as what I always say to you on twitter.. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SPOILING US!

for more GD Shine A Light concert pics, click here

#gdragon went number1

if you're one of the thousand GD fangurls floodin' twitter homepages with #gdragon and #jiyongshowl , then you should give yourself a clap clap coz we just made #gdragon the number 1 Trending Topic last December 5

*releases confetti*

it wasn't an easy task..all TT mission cavaliers know that already! we spent a handful of hours postin' tweets with those hashtags and refreshin' the page seein' if it made on the TT list..but all thanks to all the VIPs and of course to our Fearless leader--> koreanpopaddict for startin' the whole TT mission!

#gdragon stayed at number 2 spot for quite some time..

and yeah baby, he made it to number1..
good thing I screencapped it before it went back to the 2nd spot..

to all the VIPs and fangurls worldwide, we deserve some GD treat ait?? I'm hungry for one!


Speechless Covers

It's GAGAful(??) to know that I ain't the only one lovin' Lady Gaga's SPEECHLESS track on her new Fame Monster album..

Yes.. you Lady Gaga haters are outnumbered.. you are all surrounded by us.. *OMO..peace out*

But anyway, just to show that I am not the only one that is Speechless-obsessed in the world of LG, here are some Speechless covers that I had tediously searched (if you think typing 'lady gaga speechless cover' on the search bar of the youtube page is tedious already, then yes, it's tedious) on youtube..

this is so far my top favorite.. very adorable tandem..

I like it that it's like she just got out from bed and since she's Speechless-obsessed, 
she decided to play Speechless on piano to start her day! heart her!

I forgive you for messin' up the lyrics (WALK instead of TALK) coz 
you did a great cover..

sweet rendition from a sweet-looking girl..

oooppsss..it's Speechless overload..

let me end this video spam with the Speechless original..

aren't you having goosebumps yet??

yah I know.. you love it too..


Taeyang Adoration Level Up

I am an amateur poet.. or should I even call myself one? Poets love makin' poems but I don't.. so I'll just tag myself as an amateur not-so-poetic Taeyang fan..

Leveling Up my Taeyang Adoration is quite hard but fun in the process.. this started when we were given the assignment of makin' our own poems with anything and everything you could ever think of as your main subject.. and as a fan injected with Taeyang-ecstasy, how could I say NO to the thought of makin' my own youngbae my prospect for abuse to be my subject in my poem..

And to grant my Taeyang obsession and appreciation a little bit more, I decided a few seconds after I finished my 4-stanza poem to turn it into a poem-video-clip..

Before you hit the play button..
  • Please consider the fact that this is my FIRST time, FIRST FIRST FIRST time to make a fandom poem or a simple poem in my entire time of earthly existence. So please don't flood me with hate comments saying that my poem sucks because I know that already even before I made it! 
  • And my narration is out of hand as well.. My voice is even like I've been in nasal torture a few hours before I made it. I have colds that time and this time so my deep apologies for the hideous narration..

PS.. to all my online friends, after viewing the vid, please don't unfollow me on twitter, or disband yourself from viewing my blog, or click that 'remove friend' button on fb. I'm just a victim of Taeyang circumstance.. Even if I suck at this kind of expression, makin' poems and turning it into a video clip, I still am the same old online friend you've met way before you played that clip! Thanks for viewin' anyway.. feel free to drop some not-so-harsh comments.. consider my amateur-ity!


it's YG-MAMA overdose

Since you already knew that I'm a bonafide YG-biased, you perhaps had already imagined me in front of my desktop last night chattin' with my chatroll friends on ibigbang, who with me were cheering with imaginary YG banners at hand.

Thanks to these VIPs for sharin' with me the MAMA livestream link and updating me with what had happened when the livestream was still bufferin'. I was an hour late for the show, and I was pissed about the idea so I ain't gonna talk about that now.. but IDC, I still was able to watch 2ne1's musical and GDYB's performance.

I ain't gonna post all the videos of our dearest 2ne1 and GDYB here coz I know that you've already put all these videos on loop last night. This post is gonna be all about my fandom comments about our YG babies. I was just about to post this last night but I was busy bein' a MAMA-obsessed reporter on facebook givin' all my facebook-friends/kpop-fans-as-well some hot and fresh MAMA updates..


+Sandara Park

I'm haughtily proud of sayin' that Dara dressed right for her age on that Red Carpet pic. I just heart the way she looked with that black dress paired with that spiky glamour-lookin' heels and it's just now that I've noticed that she has great pair of legs.

On my opinion, I think YG should impose back the 5-year No-Boyfriend rule to this lady coz I'm sure men are drooling over her right now.With that Kiss performance pic, I'm glad she maintained that look that she had on the Kiss CF. This is the first time that she performed Kiss and wooohhh..another smexy Dara on the move.

+Park Bom
Isn't our Bommie so lovely with these outfits above?? I just can't find any single reason to hate her, well probably if she'll be teamed up with taeyang, but I do adore her.

I wouldn't say more about her being so cutie sexy coz I know you've already seen her to be like that. Even when she cried when they won Artist of The Year was cute. She was the first one who burst into tears and damn yes, she doesn't have an ugly moment in the awarding.

And her stylist knew Bom's physical asset, her shoulders, it was proudly shown off with that black dress... kudos to her fashion stylist!

oh la la..our Erotic Minzy sported hew new red do. She now looks fiercer and to tell you frankly, I find her voluptuous and I'm glad she showed off more skin on her musical outfit. She endowed 'If you have it then flaunt it' line and look what she had done, she's makin' me want that fatless tummy too!

CL just said it right.. She's the baddest female Seoul City ever had! She went back with her old non-black hair color but she's with its new length. This girl knows perfectly what the word GLAMOUR means. Starting with the Red Carpet outfit..if you don't know CL entirely and if you just stumbled upon this Red Carpet pic, her role being the group's rapper would be the last thing you could ever think of. She haven't shown a lot of skin but she's one smexy and glamorous little devil with that black look. And who could ever resist of wanting that calculator-printed shirt that she had worn on the 21st musical?! Another funky CL on the loose!


They deserve the awards they bagged on MAMA. For just a span of more or less 6 months they already made a great mark on the KPOP scene. I adore these girls so much that I'm happy for them bein' on the top. They're bringin' out that funky and sexy feel that everybody hearts. This group is surely well-loved if not most-loved by all because each one of them have their own distinct persona. I heart them a lot and I'm sure you do too..



For me, he'll surely bag the NEW LOOK award if there is such on MAMA after seein' him with his 5-inch mohawk givin' him additional 5 inches to his height.

My conclusion about GD's new do: his stylist might have received some harsh feedback about GD's golden curls when he performed A Boy on Inkigayo and the only way they could think of to remedy this hairstyle crime considerin' as well the life of his career is to dye his hair black and shave the sides and add this 5-inch mohawk for final touch. 

What's funny would be those people who had dyed their hair golden the day of MAMA and I just can't imagine what their emotion would be after seein' GDragon back with this black do. ROFL..

and to those who already dyed their hair gold, I know you're all thinkin' as well of buyin' a black dye and have a mohawk cut same with GD and YB..go get the dye and get back with your black roots now!

and oh, BTW, I wonder how GD kept his 5-inch mohawk under that hat..lol


What more can I say about this man, he never fails in makin' all his fangurls proud. Just watchin' him set MAMA's stage on fire when he danced all by himself on the first part of Where U At  was so epic. From that flip to the split..oh God, it seems that all the gods and goddesses had already answered my prayers!

And good thing he haven't done that shirt lift during his performance coz I will surely be blinded when he still flash those smexy abs in front of me. I fullscreened my livestream window durin' his performance and seein' him lifted by that stage platform was already heaven. It's like Taeyang, our little devil, went up to earth from hell to spoil us with our Taeyang fantasies but Satan wasn't able to get him back down to hell coz we fangurls hurt Satan with our fangurl pitchforks. Stay on earth Taeyang.. you're makin' us all in heaven!


I know you all think as well that GDYB's performance was one of the best performances to date on KPOP history. I'm not saying this coz I'm biased with Taeyang and I love GD's new do but as an ordinary and humble Kpop fan, what GDYB did was showed all the others what a real epic performance is. They set the whole MAMA on hot fire and damn yes, I want more..

I'm now makin' a pledge of myself.. I'm gonna start my annual MAMA tradition this year.. after seein' MAMA yesterday night, why would I ever deprive myself from an annual KPOP overdose?!


Beyonce VS. Dara

who wore  MADEMOISELLE YULIA 's big T-shirt best?? 

T-shirt was worn by Dara on SBS Big Idol Show Chuseok Special 
for 2ne1's Let's Go Party performance

worn by Beyonce on her Videophone MV 

@emblazedParadox's point of view:
I'll place my chips on DARA.

oh c'mon, I would prefer Beyonce wearin' a two-piece bikini showin' off her voluptuous booty and boobs than seein' her with the shirt makin' her look like a 16-yo teenager too old for her age. With Beyonce's sexy and fierce image, I don't think it fits her best. Good thing she only showed the outfit on the MV for less than 10 seconds. Good thing she decided to stick to her ordinary yet sexy-to-the-eyes one-piece paired with her killer heels. And lastly, good thing I still heart her no matter what she's wearing just as much as I love Lady Gaga and her mad outfits. And speakin' of Lady Gaga, the mad vocals are just goin' insanely mad! Another good thing is to see Lady Gaga and Beyonce in one video..oh, that would be two.. Lady Gaga's Telephone is AGAIN, gonna surprise us!

and to our Dara, you deserve the crown of being the perfect model for that shirt. The playfulness of the outfit fits you best plus that cool big blue headband you were wearing makes the shirt look funkier. You and the rest of the 2ne1 sweeties really do WOW me with your fashion dorkiness.


irese ♥ lady gaga's bad romance

 Lady Gaga is Bad Romance

this post has been postponed for like about two days now since lots of things are dragging me away from finishin' this but I just got the chance to give in into my Lady Gaga overdose (which happens frequently)..

She already had been a lady wakin' up drunk people and dancing with 'em eventually with her Just Dance mv, then became so innocent-looking with that long Barbie-like blonde hair and blue one-piece on her Pokerface, revengeful with the yellow Mickey Mouse-inspired look paired with that black lipstick on Paparazzi. This time with Bad Romance, it gives me the feel of her being transported here to the present using a Lady Gaga-ish time machine and was missioned to give us people a glimpse of what our future is in the year 3009. If my thoughts are correct, dammit, I love bein' in the future!

The MV literally made me so speechless for about a minute or two after seein' it for the first time. I've heard about Bad Romance way back before the MV was released and I was having this thought at the back of my head that the MV might be something dramatic, with Lady Gaga as Juliet and a muscle-ic handsome guy to be Romeo or something or anything like that  but NNNOOOO... I was basically not prepared for it..

first scene of the MV 

It's the same with the other past MVs if we talk about obscenity but this time, its obscenity is at a very luxurious and glorious level. There's no lip sucking like in Paparazzi, or some close-to-intimate moments of girls like in Pokerface. It's more of like Lady Gaga kidnapped by white-clothed people and was placed on bid to hunky men. There weren't even sex-like actions on it but I tell you, Lady Gaga was so damn sexy and even if she's just there doin' nothing, she's so obscene. She's makin' me gay...well minus that scene where she has like this super-visible-at-the-back spine.. I wasn't able to take that but I screencaped it for you..

 and oh..there's also this hideous-looking cat that I think was tortured to death by pluckin' all its fur and soakin' its body on a very hot boiling water with so much salt.

I'm sorry dear little cat but I cant even take to look at you

and lastly for the hideous parts, another scary and post-Halloween scene I laughed at after seein'.. ROFL

too bad Lady Gaga has to burn that bed too..


and you know what else I heart about Lady Gaga aside from the fact that I heart how she made me not hate her no matter what she does or wear?? her fierce and glamour-overload fashion sense.. damn those heels, eyes, and white coat with polar-bear-head tail..

now I'm likin' Alexander McQueen

how did they make those eyes so big??

another it's-wearable-so-it's-an-outfit outfit

lucky you polar bear to be worn by the Goddess of Pop

there's more...

reminds me of Britney Spear's Toxic MV costume but this one's cooler

you're the best diamond ever found Lady Gaga! no doubt!

oh.. this is my most fave of 'em all! Even written a blogpost about this 
metallic-circles outfit

another killer Alexander McQueen!

to Lady Gaga, you just don't know how much I adore and heart you, I guess you're one hell of a devil sent down from heaven to make us all pray to have you more.. like seeing you everyday, listenin' to your songs every single moment of our lives. I don't care if you're a Hermaphrodite or whatever, you make good music and you wear outfits that I never thought are wearable by human in your most glamorous way and I hail you for that Lady Gaga.. I heart you!

for me, you're worth more than this...